The Fine Art of Not Giving a Fuck

We all do it. We are required to do it.

We give a fuck about so many things in the world. We extend a fuck about our families, our planet, our jobs, our friends… we are called on so much and so often to invest our fucks (feelings) in everything around us until one day, maybe unexpectedly, we find we have no more fucks to give.

It snuck up on us, this lack of fucks. We often think that our supply of fucks is somehow endless, inexhaustible. We are socially programmed to be endlessly performing fuck-producing machines. Weird thing, that’s not how humans work.

See, we aren’t meant to be engaged with each other all the time. We’re supposed to have downtime, and we can’t possibly be good at or even interested in all the things. We act like we do, but the reality is that we’re not designed that way.

You need to be conservative with your fucks. You need to realize that you only have a finite number of fucks at any given time, and that while they are technically replenish-able, replenishing them takes time. If someone wants your fucks now, you have to provide them with an answer now, but if you’re out, what do you say?

Take the fuck you just bought out of your pocket or touch it as it hangs from your neck. Turn it over in your hands, feel its weight, and know that it represents your ability to invest emotionally. You picked out this fuck precisely because it’s your style, and it’s acting as your inner voice. It reminds you that your emotional investment in a real thing. While you’re looking at your fuck, ask yourself if you would feel comfortable, satisfied, giving this specific fuck to the person immediately demanding it.

The answer will be immediate. Either you will freely want to give your fuck, or you will hesitate and withdraw. Listen to your reaction. Do with your fuck what you will, but know that no one can make you give up that fuck. You have to choose to do it.

It doesn’t even have to be your last fuck for you to think this through. You may be full up on fucks, or maybe you’ve only spent a few. The point is, all your fucks are valuable, and you should not just give them out willy-nilly.

What happens if you do end up giving all your fucks? Well, it’s a little different for each person, but sometimes you feel like you’ve lost a pint of blood. Sometimes you’re bone-tired, even though you got plenty of sleep and haven’t done much physical work. In general, you feel depleted, defeated, maybe a little grumpy. You feel taken advantage of, which makes you feel guilty sometimes because you shouldn’t feel that way, you chose to invest time and energy in that situation, right?

Maybe people end up so depleted because they don’t realize that they have those choices for emotional investment and labor. Maybe they don’t know explicitly that they have the right to consciously choose when, how, and for whom to spend their fucks. If you had a physical representation of your store of emotional energy, would it help you make better choices with your time and energy?

So, here it is, a Permanent Fuck. You don’t have to give it away, and in fact, you should always have at least one with you. That way, you can never truly be out of fucks. When you know you’re running low, think about how much you want to keep the fucks you’ve got and beg off more emotional work until later.

Fuck no, you’re not mean. If someone is asking you for help, they’re not asking for your shitty, half-assed reluctant help. They want your full-on shiny all-in-with-all-the-fucks help. By declining involvement when you’re low on fucks, you’re keeping the standard of fucks that people can expect from you nice and high. You don’t give second-rate fucks if you can help it, right? Who does that?

Keep your Permanent Fuck forever, or give it to someone who truly deserves it.  When you decide to give that fuck, make it count.

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